Seconds after delivering,
She requested the nurses to see what to do with the baby
Minutes after delivering
She told the nurses that labour pains are not painful
Hours after delivering
She said the pain she had felt like swallowing bitter volcanic mud
Minutes after delivering,
She said, I was abandoned, abused and accused for billion things
I am now addicted to pain, been afraid and aggressiveness is in my DNA
With or without you my baby, Mama is lone
Always alone because anger is her daily bread
Looking at the world i feel annoyed ashamed because none of you appreciated my worth
I may be #attacked avoided and not be appreciated,
No matter how awful this world may be, my worth won’t be assaulted attacked nor avoided
My worth won’t be avoided,
I am able, assertive daughter of almighty.
I know my worth, I am just painfully Awesome.
Thank you for nothing.